When I use "I"

I took a plane to be with my family for Christmas. At the airport, I met a beautifull woman, she was very horny, I was to and my lift wasn’t there. We fucked in a cabinet in the anonymous in perfect strangers. It was so good. Just when we were done, I received a call from my brother Dave. The woman was teasing me, but Dave totally turned me off when he told me our father was dead.Brenda was very nice with me. She lifted me at home and gave me a kind of recomfort. We talked about ourself to left some tension and to know more the other one. I introduced her to my family when we where at the hispotal, there I got her name, Brenda. On the side, my sister told me, in confidence she was on christal. She was very afraid, but I was to and just told her to go away. I was very stressed because I was supposed to identify the dead body of our father.

When I saw him, his corpse, I can’t saw who I really see at this moment. He was dead, his corpse in front of me, but he was talking to me at the same time, like if he was alive, in a doctor suit. I felled so weird a moment. I took my mother and my sister with me and we drove back to home.